Monday, March 19, 2007

Me and My Life!

After a long absence I am back. Life will always be busy but then I need to take a few moments out for myself and my little accomplishments which though insignificant for the rest of the world are very important to me.

Life has been good to me, after every few days my frustrations and grumbling become pointless as Allah showers me with His blessings. One of those accomplishments being the graduation of daughter dearest! Although daughter dear is still gearing up for further education my happiness all the same is not abridged.

All is really well that ends well, and this is actually ending well, Sonny boy gets into the “Uni in Malaysia” I thank the Lord but my happiness all the same needs to be expressed. Yahoo!!!!!!!!!!!
I know I will miss him a lot when he goes away, who will I keep shouting on, then that is another story!

The last but not the least in the family is busy like a bee, why? Well she is making something that will only be revealed on the 21st of this month, what’s that? A Mother’s day Card what else. I really love getting these cards she makes them really well and she has a mountain of patience to be able to make such detailed stuff with the minimal art supplies let alone anything specialized.

At home grounds hubby dear is always busy and I try my level best to help him with his work but many a time I fall short, this only proves that I am not a super mum but a good one never the less! I am confident about that!

At school scenario I am happy with the creativity I am able to express with my bulletin boards. This has had two effects on my life, pleasure to have achieved many certificates of appreciation and on the other hand more work to be done. So now another deadline has been given, redecorate the boards!!!!!!

Somehow work satisfaction is one thing I don’t have here, I am teaching but the teaching is sub-standard. The school wants parents to be happy and their happiness is only maximum marks for their children so no problem **** the standard, teach only that which can be absorbed, give easy tests and make everyone happy but then how do we answer our self, don’t we have a conscience, I have and I am not happy! Can my working harder than ever let me get out of this guilt, I hope and wish it does.

So till the next boards are decorated and I get another chance to write,
C ya!

5 comments:

The friendly lion said...

happy mother's day mommzie!!

there you go, another name to add to our ever growing list!!

love you lots *muah*

Ustani said...

thanks, although people feel that why a certain day has to be kept to appreciate a person when that same person can be appreciated any or everyday, i still feel that any day that can be rejoiced, and moment that can bring happiness to someone should not be missed.
Love ya

JonyBr said...

Ohh theres mothers day comming? when? ...atleast i can shout from my room Happy Moms day that day :D

btw congrats on both, graduation one of the kid & admission of the other, good luck to both of them for their future.

About the school, well... one of the author once wrote (forgot his name, and i m doing a rough translation what he wrote) that "sometimes u need to slow down, bcos rest of the world cant run as fast as u do, or dont want to, so u have to slow down to be with them, bcos u can only lead them if u r with them." ... a similar msg was in the movie called page 3, u have to be the part of the system to change it,.. so u ll have to find a way that satisfied both, u and the school. for example u can still teach pupils the hard stuff, only be relaxed in final scores.

okay sorry for a long reply ... as u can guess, i m bored :p

* said...

MAshallah! Bohat bohat Mubarak ho.
I sometimes in the madness of the day crave an empty nest, but days when they go off to spend time with friends. The silence is deafening.

ghazal pirzada said...

happy mothers day :D
congrats on S' graduation and o's admission!
and choti s' surely has a lot of dexerity at hands! good luck to her...
miss u all here...i need a lot of prayers for the next two months and for the foloowing yr!
and yeah its gr8 to see u post:D

keep at it... i luv ur blog already!:D